prologue: I've been trying to update my blog...Oww trust me I did try :|Er,I found no inspiration,Nothing triggered me emotionally!
well of course, had few pretty amazing moments.Like,the longest journey of my life(48 hrs of flying :p),my first snow fall (Ahem!people here call it a sleet fall :|),My awful cooking experience,My best friend's wedding....
But, nothing...nothing inspired me the way a fungus did!
Now,I dedicate this post to that very special fungus which gave me an inspiration to get along with my Less than perfect Life! and more importantly which kept me busy for a month :)
And the Story begins....
For past 2 weeks I've been moving hell and earth(yes,I am not so sure about the Heaven's existence!...so, keep moving! go to the next line) in my attempts to figure out the sequence of a hypothetical protein in a special fungus. This special fungus made me think(Okay, drop it! stop drawing conclusions and go on....keep reading) Yes,It made me think! I thought about my life,my future,my past and more importantly my present.
The only thing which bothered me was a question i was scared to answer
i.e. If i really wanted to do this?I mean the "research".Do i see myself as Dr.Kaki in 5 yrs? I don't know :-??sounds cool to me :D
But,again am i really interested in this fungus?may be I am or may be not....
I thought for a while, killed few neurons and then I panicked.Trust me thinking stuff's got a very bad effect on my mind.I realized that was more confused than ever :(
So,I tried calming down,I tried listening to my heart.....I wasted 25 mins trying to listen and the only thing i could hear was my stomach growling for food which made me realize that I was hungry :|
I ate and then I got back to my unfinished job(yea, I was listening to my heart again)
continued....
2 comments:
i think i need to consult a psychiatrist cos ur blog seem 2b intresting. not pretty much in there but yea u've god naive writing skills miss.
I've got naive writing skills? :o
Thanks!:)
So,did you meet your therapist today?
btw,how do you know me?
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